living by His grace.

2007-03-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

movedd.

2007-03-27T21:51:00.000+08:00

do i really have to harden my heart as well? i hope its just a part of becoming emotionally stronger. rather, i would like to ask, why have the hearts hardened so much already. hearts, so difficult for us to reach at times. when its all barricaded and enforced with all kinds of intricate mental mechanisms and defenses. im finally seeing and going through what they did previously, and im getting

2007-03-21T00:26:00.000+08:00

random picture. haha.okay, i think this might seem dumb, but i really wanna express my gratitude to my shepherd. whaah. tho' the competition is over, cause i forgot about the dateline :X, he is still worth giving thanks to!thank you. even though you have been my shepherd for only about 2 months, i still appreciate you alot for wht you have done. heh. especially those times when i have

2007-03-20T22:08:00.000+08:00

A nice song I've heard recently.Held - Natalie GrantTwo months is too little.They let him go.They had no sudden healing.To think that providence wouldTake a child from his mother while she praysIs appalling.Who told us we’d be rescued?What has changed and why should we be saved from nightmares?We’re asking why this happensTo us who have died to live?It’s unfair.Chorus:This is what it means to be

2007-03-17T00:42:00.000+08:00

just looked at the whole list of work that i have to catch up, cause im in a different jc now.very sianned by it.its a whole chunk.and i've been hearing bad stuff about my class. the feng qi, and everything. :/God, sustain me, strengthen me, bring me through.maybe it aint that bad at all... :/today susposed to sow and share Christ. in the end, at first Austine cannot, then can. then joel can.

2007-03-16T01:49:00.000+08:00

yay. finally done with choir's blog.havent blogged properly for a long while. cause i've been writting things down all over actually. hah. maybe i shld just consolidate on one source. then i just read through everything at one shot. anw, things running through my mind. lots of funny moments, bursting out laughing.had class outing today. and felt really bad in the end cause of smth.new wine skin.

2007-03-14T01:58:00.000+08:00

sticking back to this name. cant bear to leave the history. cause i know i'd most probably just... forget about them. which i dont wish to.but i got a new layout tho'.abit weird, but. okay la. :/oh ya, i got into tennis! haha.

2007-03-06T14:50:00.000+08:00

yay im in aj.turning into factory worker soon.btw i realised most ppl can only handle 2 sms per question. no, i mean 2 question in a sms. above that number of questions, they usually dont answer the rest.

2007-03-01T10:31:00.000+08:00

currently in sch. shalalala. cause i took higher chinese, so i dont have to attend the chinese lesson now. and the next lesson's break.wahah.dont drop your higher chinese.decide to have courage in His promises in the presence of fear.

2007-02-28T19:14:00.000+08:00

for zhicai to download.click here.

2007-02-27T00:26:00.000+08:00

hahh.i loved today's worship during wam night.i feel like i'm getting closer. and i wanna get close to you cause i seek your presence, and not to come to you with prayer requests. and my love must be based on the truth, not on feeling and experience.this is how i wanna love you. so help me love you more, know you more.

2007-02-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

smth weird.during games, then during forfeit Pete was trying to wax my leg.pete: wrap more... (or sth like that la. he was getting the rest to wrap my leg with scotch tape)jon: walau, dont wax la. i alr got too little leg on my hair.okay, fine. not veh funny. :/

2007-02-26T00:44:00.000+08:00

o um sek gong gong tong wa. ji sek um ji tou.horrible canto. i wanna learn canto leh. like so cool. and oh, japanese too. then finally can watch anime without the subtitles.i want to take time just to watch bleach. haha. i'm veh lagged. super long nv watch bleach already.GET ON WITH WHAT YOU HV TO DO ALR.

2007-02-24T01:01:00.000+08:00

Hey now Jonathan.The right thing to do now is that you have to buy them over. With your heart, using love, dilligence, understanding and wisdom.Buy them over, so that growth would come greatly in the KOG. Its tough, but when the transaction is done, the fruits are great.Now, would you just help me do it?Roar like a Jeremy.Growth and breakthroughs, please.

2007-02-21T00:39:00.000+08:00

i am now sorting out all my photos, and i just skimmed through the shots i've taken in CJ. crap, i'm gonna miss cj and the people inside alot. ahh. i really liked cj. IG15, 1t32. <33 I just came back from Laos/Thailand this afternoon at about 12.45. I went to both countries, and I slacked alot there. Simply because there isn't much to do there in the first place. I shall just upload the picts

2007-02-15T23:17:00.000+08:00

things happened all around.ate sakae today, with layling, pamela, pete and james!long time nv spend time with james alr. haha. =) really enjoyed it. and really enjoyed the rest as well! pete, pam, lays. all the funny photos. AHAH. esp pete's one. yay! finally got something that i can le suo him about. haha. its cute, and kinda spastic.but i'll be nice and i won't post it up la. its sealed along

2007-02-14T00:24:00.000+08:00

ahh. actually, its kinda clear to me alr.the clearer the vision, the less number of options, the easier it is to decide.i just pray that the resulting place would be pleasant to dwell in. i dont want to be a victim of cliques again.praying thru' to confirm my choice.What do you say?

2007-02-12T23:58:00.000+08:00

seeing the sec 4 ppl ard blogging abt their Os results and etc, and i havent. so thought that i might do so.but actually im lazy to do so, and im kinda unwilling to disclose some stuff.but anyway, i got 11. was expecting sth else, but oh wells. then thinking thru' again, i am really glad for what i've gotten. considering how i've been managing my time between studies, ministry and slacking.

2007-02-12T23:36:00.000+08:00

i havent been blogging like how i have been as before.maybe i should be like last time again. it was kinda nice and refreshing, always posting about my insights and experience from God, usually immediately after i spent my qt. now, i usually js write em' down somewhere.the spiritual high. hope its not a sign of roller coaster-ing spiritual life. haha.i only pray that their eyes would be opened.

2007-02-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

im depressed w all the sheep bites la. i know i shld go over them and do things. but then serving God shld be a joy, not a burden. ahh.craps.i think i dont think for them enough. fear. how?tmr! shant think so much.let it come. bwahaha.those sights that i see when i was sec one/two/three. i wonder how would it be when its my turn.i'll probably walk off, not being missed or what. okay, im getting

2007-02-08T22:05:00.000+08:00

AHH.im depressed.im nervous.:/alsdkj'asljf'adskjfasfdjgas;kfgna'ldfmma;kdjfj;adkldfjvag;ASDFJGKAKJFBGJAENGANBAIDEJBAJDB;AEKBMBKAFBGVADGV'ADLDKV;ADRBM:/lvkmvk.im scared. x(

2007-02-07T23:33:00.000+08:00

i js cant make up my mind on certain things.and i dont feel like saying much on here as well.yay, we had a grt walk in MacRitchie. haha.(:i need to pray and think thru' more.alsdkalsdk;alsdka;lsdka;lskdl;ska/ kjust needed to type something.

2007-02-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

444444444444.decided to upload some picts.here goes. (:The nice evening sky that I managed to capture outside RC after PM one friday. It looks like a nice morning too eh? So golden brown, it looks like a nice place where God is.Some thing i drew after school as I was bored, and realised that my school diary was pretty clean. The difference from my normal practice was that I added colours. Anyway,

2007-02-05T00:18:00.001+08:00

updated links, and linked quite alot of ppl.anyone i missd? tag on my blogg.

2007-02-04T01:46:00.000+08:00

butterflies in my stomach.dale como es.and i pray too, that everyone would be on board as we are.

2007-02-02T18:53:00.000+08:00

when the red light shines thru' Peter, he is now red. and along with the other light in the spectrum, Peter changes his colour.actually, when you take time to ponder, its not really so. really.but i guess You really, really want us to depend and to trust in You. so when the turn about comes, it is going to be deeply saturated with your glory and power -- the work of Your hands;

2007-02-02T00:16:00.000+08:00

i hateeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee flue. i mean, flu.and i hate blogger and gmail, that the cookies nv seem to work. i always check, remember me. but the effect nv takes place and i always have to login manually.clarinase, take effect like, RIGHT NOW!-sprawls on the keyboard and dies off.oh btw, whenever i play sports, the balls seem to aim for me, and really, not to be passed to me, but to hit me. was

2007-01-31T21:59:00.000+08:00

break the silence.hack the ice.if you're not gna do it, you can't possible expect it to melt. better fasten yourself to the manual and the gamemaster, consistently seeking help, advice and asking the gamemaster to make things work and work in it.think for them, about them and of their feelings. don't js expect them to put themselves in the shoes, but also try to be clothed in their experience.its

2007-01-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

feeling much better after clarinase. so yo people, if ya have a horrible flu, go eat clarinase!anyway, suddenly feel more encouraged to work things out.my mum, brother and sis are having a meeting now over the overtaking of the business. maybe it'll come to my turn soon to have a share in it? who knows. hah. i wonder. i hope that i'll be able to concentrate and work on the stuff i have to do. i

2007-01-30T19:40:00.000+08:00

arhh. i hate my flu. its screwing up my whole afternoon. and i dont know why i have flu no matter how long i've been trying to sleep. it sets my eye watering and all that bad and horrible effects of a flu patient.feel like im gonna dig a hole in my eye, that my nose's gonna get rubbed off, and the fatigue will just run over me like a truck over an egg.2 words: flu sux.i feel so stepped into like

2007-01-27T00:32:00.000+08:00

hello! i made collage for the birthday celebration that we had for weilong. i suddenly had the inspiration and conviction to do it. so here goes:so this is the one i made myself.and this, is the one made by picasa. since this was made with a computer programme, they repeated some of the pictures. but its nice la. and saves alot of trouble and hassle. i understand why people love picasa now. im

2007-01-25T22:36:00.000+08:00

urh. its not about the frequency you listen/worship/go to Him. sometimes its simply about the quality and proportion of the time you give to Him. isit the time whereby you're most alert, or in a state where you can worship God the best? or isit a time whereby many things could be done, but that you delibrately choose to give it to Him as an offering to Him?the time which is difficult to devote,

2007-01-23T23:34:00.000+08:00

when the heat in the pressure cooker just fills up and descends upon one. one feels strangled and being mauled at. the pressure just slams itself upon one and one simply feels horrible.first the !%), then the green, then the annoying letters that strings itself into something unkind.anyway, to the world out there. i wonder who reads this, but dont sms or call me anymore. until i tell you guys a

2007-01-23T22:43:00.000+08:00

crap im into deep crap. ahh. :/stupid 150.

2007-01-23T22:06:00.000+08:00

hey people. its really good to worship God more, and its really good to just pop in your mp3 player after a tired day of whatever and just spend geniune time as far as your body enables you with God. then God's presence will refresh you. then even though you still MAY be physically tired, but spiritually you're sharper and bright. you'll still be able to handle ministry problems well.i'm gonna

2007-01-21T05:05:00.000+08:00

im depressed.my world is fading, everything in it is crumbling. all are lost, despair and desperate fill my heart. its utter desolation and turmoil. everything's in chaos and there's no hope. i'm depressed.its pitch-black, and my heart's parched and wrecked. i'm beyond sadness, exceeding pain. i hate this. i dont want this. it wasn't meant to happen. its the worst thing of my life. i hate this

2007-01-21T01:05:00.000+08:00

i've been fed and is full, in both sense of the word.just ate big macs. im bloated, and i cant move.i have decided to follow Jesus,no turning backduring shirls CLM, felt as though i was binging and gnawing down on spiritual meat, bread and drink. the feast of food on the table. gonna decide to walk with you, all the time. wanna walk right with you all the time, and always hear you speak so

2007-01-18T23:15:00.000+08:00

i found my mc.it was crushed and thrown into the bin.haha. i wonder who at home did it. :/the mc couldnt have grown legs and walked there.alright im not making sense already.chiaos.zzouu maii tianxz.

2007-01-15T10:38:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged for a week already. this week's been a blur.3 days of orientation with our new class, then 2 days of classes. then this week onwards are lessons.anw, im susposed to be at school now, but im home, cause im sick. i hate all the body aches and the horrible feeling you get when you have fever. had difficulty sleeping in the night. was tossing and turning, half-awake due to the aches,

2007-01-08T21:24:00.000+08:00

I'm so worn out, Dad. I really feel so drained, dragging this body along. Refresh me would you? Give me the strength, and assure me would ya? Let me see how you've been holding my hands and guiding me through.I really hope to start this year right, and well. Guide me along, as I run along to your throne, and seek your face, and all your ways. Teach me your wisdoms and insights.DAD!

2007-01-07T23:52:00.000+08:00

I simply cannot watch shows/movies that doesnt have a happy ending. it simply leaves a sense of incompleteness, and leaves my mind brooding over it. I'm weak la, I know. Mm. Just watched Death Note 2, and I'm like... pondering over it. Okay, not really thinking through all the plots, strategies. Usually when I watch such shows, I'll just enjoy it, and not take time to think. My mind would just...

2007-01-07T01:36:00.000+08:00

ahh. :/asdlka;slkdalskd;alkd;alskd;lasdkaksla. wprd vp,ot/word vomit.

2007-01-04T22:14:00.000+08:00

I'm thankful for the friends God blessed me with in CJ. (:And I realised how deprieved I was in the past. Wahaha.I hope that everything moves accordingly in His plans.More of the repercussions. Help me... Ah. I wanna run to You and seek help. Tell me how. Help me treasure You more. Help me long for more of you.

2007-01-02T01:44:00.000+08:00

pictures.KLCC at night. Kinda nice, eh?The nike shirt i so wanted to buy. Its not very nice, but i just like it.This Christmas-cookie tree at Mid-Valley Mega Mall.Didn't take much. Shall learn to ultilise my phone better next time.

2007-01-02T00:19:00.001+08:00

AHH. the previous entry that i was typing sounded so bimbotic and so not me. so im retyping everything. okay anyway, im back!i spent the most, buying alot alot of things. my mum gave me at budget of $150 for new year clothes so i just took the chance to buy stuff. and i splurged like siao. anyway, KL has alot of topshops and they are having this 50% sale now. i wonder if there is also one in

2006-12-30T00:08:00.001+08:00

okay, hello one and all, young and old, male and female.here i am in Kualar Lumpur [sry if i spell wrong], in a place called Hotel Orkid. They spell it as Orkid, and not Orchid.Anyway, anyone who is still ignorant of my absence, I shall now officially announce that Im not in Singapore, and that whoever that wishes to contact me, please SMS me instead, [it'll be as per normal charges in Singapore]

2006-12-27T21:44:00.000+08:00

eating dinner now.parents just came back from vietname. and according to them, its a place full of motor bikes on the road. *recalls television pictures of vietnam roads.ehh. the fish meat is so nice can. 鱼肉米粉！赞！ok, i shall not act or be cheena.anyway, school's starting soon and im quite excited. =D友達！anw, i like the song voice of hope. its so nice, and the lyrics are really meaningful. and i

2006-12-27T01:31:00.000+08:00

2006-12-24T23:26:00.000+08:00

feel like sleeping and running in my dreams. hur hur. what a nice dream. hahah. in shoes, embracing the wind.i need some refreshments, to keep my body hydrated.and i dont know what to do, so i just keep running till im tired.i felt like giving up, as i was getting tired. then i saw the finishing line in front!and i cant seem to understand them, whatever that is happening around the other racers!

2006-12-24T01:36:00.000+08:00

earh.what a bland Christmas. :Owatching saiyuki reload now on channel U. and there's someone who's really gay in it. and they're now all spouting blood. okay, sounds gory.:/ tireddd. tmr still got to be at kallang at 7am! >__<

2006-12-21T03:48:00.000+08:00

ive blogged, something that only two people will ever know of. i think.ive blogged.breakfast tomorrow. (:

2006-12-20T21:44:00.000+08:00

wired up with all weirdness and random wildness.

2006-12-20T00:11:00.000+08:00

went for street evax! yay! emily and i had 1 convert! paired with emily, and i really admire her for her courage sia! first time do also can! and i was debating with this guy who isnt really into his buddhism thingy, but his mum made him the son of some buddha or sth. [no offence here!] but glad that holy spirit managed to soften his heart through my sharing. Oh God, please cont' to do sth

2006-12-19T00:33:00.000+08:00

im always too lazy to post pictures onto this blog. anyway, i dont have memory card reader, so i cant upload my phone's picts unto this blog as well.today's quite a divine night. deng and i prayed for the rain to get lighter stop, and whenever we were on the road walking, the rain was lighter, and when we were in the blocks, the rain was heavier. wow. and of all people, we found nicholas who was

2006-12-16T00:18:00.001+08:00

arh. stupid mosquito bite my whole like until its like pig's leg.

2006-12-15T23:23:00.000+08:00

(:ICSTA.IMSIBT. IDTTICBFWTA. IDHICCWT. HG? IMVIBH. TNC!IMSI! ...AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA. SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.MPISD.AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.no one will ever understand this but God.the pot is scrapped dry tonight. i need more.

2006-12-15T23:07:00.000+08:00

i havent blogged in a thousand years.lotsa things happend. back from camp, and went street evangelising. wow. so cool. i really find the new passion, and excitement in sharing Christ again! wow. i love it man. anyway, managed to see how Gideon managed to share Christ to someone, Andy from Orchid Park Secondary, and I was so amazed!not that i'm worshipping Gideon, but i really want to improve my

2006-12-11T00:34:00.000+08:00

i finished the whole bleach series about the soul society saga, and i'm too lazy to continue watching already. though many say that the bounto fillers are so much more interesting that the lousy naruto fillers. i watched one and i thought it was like power rangers. the fighting scenes not nice at all. clearly, it could be seen that they just got over the episode to stall time, so that the comic

2006-12-08T01:00:00.000+08:00

actually i think that it might be number three.now, why did i say that?okay, anyway, CAMP's COMING! and i might not be going cambodia anymore, cause the plane's full or sth. and, my parents wanted to go during Christmas. so ya, i dont want. anyway, i'm looking forward to Christmas.i need to choose, and stick to it.i need to chart things out.oh wells. camp! i really look forward to spending good

2006-12-04T21:46:00.000+08:00

whooo! i'm excited to go out w alston on thursday! ^^=D

2006-12-04T00:36:00.000+08:00

:/i shld have a mind of my own and stop being influenced so easily.help me to be confident of what i do, as i look to you as well. i'm so irritated with all this already.

2006-12-03T22:40:00.000+08:00

i feel like im always doing the wrong things some times. like everything points to you and you're in a spot, a dilema.

2006-12-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

today was my mum's child care centre's tenth year anniversary, so i had to go down to grassroots, therefore missing pm. i'd love to go for pm though. but its my mum's special day, and i ought to go down as well.went there, and the place was filled with kids everywhere. (a nightmare for layling) and they are they noisy, irritating type. wahah. was wearing what i wore for prom. but with a different

2006-11-30T21:42:00.000+08:00

So dangerous. Like a tight-rope walker.get back on ground, get back to Him.

2006-11-29T01:09:00.000+08:00

I WANT TO SOWWW.I must be more desperate and call more people. YES!GOD. give us opportunities!c'mon, let's be stubbornly desperate! 16 NEA3 GUYS coming for service this saturday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! fulfill this faith goal which would need faith!

2006-11-24T07:11:00.000+08:00

thank God for NED for helping me make prom so enjoyable.despite it being GRAND HYATT, its food weren't that impressive. its rather ordinary. quite boring. but i do fancy their chocolate brownie, and the duck meat. the rest of the breast meats were rather tough and unappetizing.anyway. it was such a great night out there la. stupid truth or dares. and just sharing and talking like that. so nice.

2006-11-23T02:44:00.000+08:00

how.howwwwwwww. tell me how.-THANK YOU THOUGH! Thank you, for His salvation! ALBIE YONG CHEE YIN HAS RECEIVED CHRIST! =D-its dreadful.-i dunno what to do.-what a random post. all completely unrelated.

2006-11-20T21:27:00.000+08:00

fast fast fast.i'm declaring a fast.for crazy growth. if i dont grow, GOD I WANT REFUND. lol. but i know the refunding wont happen. i just need to do it really well!and to depend on God's power for this harvest. I'm desperate.i need to set objectives, and grow my self control.shall look through the teaching tonight.but first, watch bleach first. heh!

2006-11-20T03:16:00.000+08:00

i hope.he knows Christ, to help her.its been 3 years since i known him. 3 long years.

2006-11-20T01:04:00.000+08:00

two dreams in one day.one weird, one scary. ahh.my school was in tampinese, and i cycle to school.it was the end times and there was wrong doctrines all around.anw went swimming!didnt know that it was so good to swim. can really train muscles. i was so tired and groggy when i got out of the pool. aft i kenna chased around the pool in the water.i need a renewal in heart. i need to spend some good

2006-11-16T20:31:00.000+08:00

yay i made a blogskin.*beams.feel so mel. wahah.the sky is bleak. the stars are diminishing and fainting. they are extinguished and all hope is lost.wahha. okay. jkjk. stupid me.the Os are over. like, finally. and i dont really know what to do with all that free time.i think i need rest.

2006-11-15T01:34:00.000+08:00

i worry too much. and its implicating to me becoming paranoid.yea, like what you said, i should be less critical and more relaxed. but how? :/

2006-11-13T22:48:00.000+08:00

13 You made all the delicate, inner parts of my body and knit me together in my mother’s womb. 14 Thank you for making me so wonderfully complex! Your workmanship is marvelous—how well I know it. 15 You watched me as I was being formed in utter seclusion, as I was woven together in the dark of the womb. 16 You saw me before I was born. Every day of my life was recorded in your

2006-11-13T21:29:00.000+08:00

SICK OF MATH. :/i'm binging on food and comp and stuff.I CANT WAIT FOR THE Os TO BE OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR. *lay on the floor without a limp.

2006-11-13T05:36:00.000+08:00

yours, not mine.Your life, not mine.Your ways, not mine.Geez, i keep having this false sense of security that i'll do well for Os without studying. but reality check: NO.i need to go nearer to him.anw, i concluded that i study best at night, after 8pm, when the sky is dark. i just feel absolutely comfortable to study.ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. i want to be free. i want to learn guitar. then can minister

2006-11-12T04:15:00.000+08:00

HOLY SPIRIT. tell me, how unreal can you be?the weird thing that I did, at that moment. if it wasnt you, then who could it be?now, let more of those things happen. or in the first place, none of that. then wow.somewhat glad. but its so tough. shouldnt have even ventured anywhere near that dark, creepy ally.

2006-11-12T01:20:00.000+08:00

timeouttt.actually.bring myself back into somethhing. ahhhhhhh.God, i've rested enoughh. or is it enough for me?but i hate that constant guilt, and irritating thing probbing in my heart alrdy.i feel like jonah.maybe i shall call myself that for my baptism name.i shall not dao you alrdy.wa. i feel so good being free and lifted already. its as though, after a long marathon across the country, and

2006-11-10T23:15:00.000+08:00

i think i need to stop :/-ing soon. if not, my mouth will prolly turn :/ for good. ahah.okay, it is not funny, but it is NOT susposed to be funny as well.don't quiet time me okay.if i see it on my tagboard i'll kill you. [okay, now that i've typed this, i think some ppl will be cheeky to flood it on my tagboard. there, i've just aggravated the problem by suggesting the idea that they can flood it

2006-11-10T23:05:00.000+08:00

:/yay, i love oreo.and i love the milky bar with the cookie bits.lala. e math's okay. but abit sad over the stupidity in me. shall stop ranting. i need to tell to to Him. =) then He'll remove all my bad feelings! yay! thats what i LOVE about Him. His comfort is PERFECT.i need to mug chem and phy sooon.

2006-11-09T19:27:00.000+08:00

everyone, say yay.because, bio and geog, are both over!musn't let the studying momentum collaspe.i'm sadden and guilty over my nonchalence.what a huge stone off my chest. liberation. i cant wait. when i'm away from this pressure cooker.better start chionging for physics, chem and a math. i dont want history to repeat itself. it sos unbearable. arh. but still, thank God. what i didnt study didnt

2006-11-08T04:05:00.000+08:00

ahh! i'm so impressed by myself.i studied platetectonics nearly close to 4 hrs straight . inbtween i had a little melo-dramatic episode, where i was trying to memorize something and dwindle with the penknife at the same time to destress. but i accidentally swipped the edge of the blade at one of my fingers. tsk tsk. so much for trying to destress abit. [edit: i sound so stupid here. in the end, i

2006-11-07T02:29:00.000+08:00

ahah. after seeing people around me blog, i feel so tempted to blog. and so here i am blogging.mm. i bought a carton of coffee to keep me awake to study for this period. i realised why i could study with greater productivity in the other terms, it was because that i was consuming coffee, and the caeffine in it keeps me awake. thats why i could focus and study, even at unearthly hours in the wee

2006-10-23T02:54:00.000+08:00

mm. i've murdered my blog.it'll be dead. occasionally i might come online to blog thou. but, i hope not. i should be blogging in my text books. i mean, studying.lol.wait till the Os are over man. haha.rooftop chats, bishibashi on the ps, outings in the town.but even better!study bible! bible crash course! more of God! spiritual growth! breakthrough camp!

2006-10-09T19:15:00.000+08:00

wow. i'm so amazed by God's family! not are they just so encouraging, but so loving!i love this birthday!not just a sweet sixteen, but a loved sixteen!so it started on the previous night on saturday, after meeting. they were all asking me about things here and there. but i somewhat guessed and was right la. when Pete decided to ask me for Care Group Discussion on Sunday morning, I was like, "

2006-10-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

credible life.private breakthrough to public breakthrough.a true and deep love that I have for Him.its a great ride of a this almost-2-year period. more to grow!

2006-10-05T23:59:00.000+08:00

Arg. I've just typed out a whole post. But blogger decides to be escentric and eats up all that I have typed. I'm too lazy to type out the whole thing again.I need to cut down on slacking and mug harder.I shall place my hope for English in Diane. Hopefully she'd be able to help me.The rest just need to mug harder.Joshua 1:9Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be terrified;

2006-10-05T22:27:00.000+08:00

ah. ishould very much re-examine myself first before i do anything. sometimes when i look at the way things are going on, and how i do them, its so ironic and contradictary.ahh. i dont know. depending on God.i need to love God more. always.like so so much to grow.like Paul, when he realised how sinful he was. and so have i. so so bad.

2006-10-02T01:31:00.000+08:00

God really, always satisfies.Sometime i play a dota match, hoping to be entertained, but I dont. Recently, i was eagerly wating for this comic book to come out. Cause every series the story line is nice, and really keeps you in suspense and with excitement for the next book. But sadly, the book that came out wasnt that satisfying at all. =/ I go out with some group of friends, hoping to really

2006-09-29T23:41:00.000+08:00

So interesting. I wanna blog but I dunno blog about what. Hah.Tomorrow's service!*excited.

2006-09-27T01:33:00.000+08:00

hey really , i enjoyed caregroup lots today. =Dthe simple game, simple testimony, simple worship, simple holy communion and sharing.simple enjoyable people.simple and nice caregroup.fabulous.

2006-09-25T01:10:00.007+08:00

all for love the father gave.all for love we should give.all for love thats the way.All for love, a Father gaveFor only love could make aAll for love, the heavens criedfor love was crucifiedOh, how many times have I broken Your heartBut still You forgive if only I askAnd how many times haveYou heard me prayDraw near to meEverything I need is YouMy beginning, my foreverEverything I need is YouLet

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2006-09-21T00:02:00.000+08:00

was very tired after 3 days for exams. its like marathon.so tired. didnt really have a touch from God on tuesday. so was like drained off my manna and everything when i reached back home. then i just took sometime to worship God. God never fails to fill and top up my tank of spiritual mana. was so touched and refreshed.from dryness and wilted-ness to being soaked and rejuvenated.dilution to

2006-09-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

erusserp rekooc.yes you said it was tough.